Thursday, November 02, 2006

Bottom of the Pit, already


It was shattered, with lots of post-cleaning up to do. Happened when I was tidying up my place yesterday. That was one of my favourite colour. Why can't it be the ones that I have abandoned? Those that are off my favourite list?

I have to agree with Steph, it is ironic how the ones you want are never readily available and we're stuck with all these time fillers. Not exactly, in the case of nail polishes. Forlornly true, when it comes to men. Not that I'm looking for one to settle down with, nor I am unhappy with these time fillers. Pursuing what you can't achieve is always mesmerizing.

I've also learned that you can't plummet any lower when you've reached the bottom of the pit. So I shouldn't be afraid of acting like an idiot finding way out as that's the lowest I can get, can't be any worse. Besides, no one will see what I do down there besides myself, and perhaps, the person who pushed me down.

Hence, I'm going to take that second, third, forth and even fifth step, valiantly. It's either I get out of the pit, or I'll stay where I already am, what else is there for me to lose?

Thank you, Sasha.

8 comments:

Whasup said...

i want to vomit blood!

steph said...

tai once told me, its like a U shape graph

once u hit the bottom the only way is up!

love... ll said...

Great analogy!

angela said...

woman, that nail polish pic is gross. (and it's kinda hard to understand why it's one of your favourites... probably becos it doesn't look nice in that photo! bwahahaha!)
you're right, at the bottom, there is no other way to go but up.
and time-fillers are "useful" in a way, but do NOT spend too much effort on time-fillers and forget the "BIG PICTURE" ah!!!

love... ll said...

Angela, the photo didn't do justice to my nail polish. It looks much better in real than in picture.

Good news to share, I've found another interesting and eligible time-filler!!!

steph said...

Wah, so what/who and when?

love... ll said...

Steph, this Sunday's brunch. The Neighbour and we'd been dating for awhile, things didn't work and he asked me out today.

steph said...

Haha, nice one babe.. have fun~!!