Look At Me, Baby

Was about one and a half hours late in meeting up with LAMB (Look At Me, Baby), as it was too hot out there, I was too lazy to get up from my couch and to get ready. He obviously couldn't wait anymore and came to get me from my place. I had to run down with no choice, after a good shower and dressed up of course.

LAMB wanted to take me for dinner but I wasn't hungry. He then suggested to go to Riverland which was great as I was meant to go there this evening, if I wasn't procrastinating and pissing my friends off. To our surprise, there was a long queue to get down to Riverland, damn! Being as arrogant as LAMB has always been, he refused to be in a queue and we ended up at Transport.

Had a long chat, about things that he's been unhappy with, as well as what I've been up to. Yes, LAMB was right, it's been a long time that we've been out just the two of us. He said he didn't really fancy going for drinks in such a big group as he couldn't really speak to me, yet I seem unwilling to go out with just him alone. If you ask me, I'll have to admit that I was a little afraid of going out with him alone, as I felt that it's not quite right. But come to think about it, what is so wrong about catching up with a friend, who's been really nice to me? Pfffttt, I don't know!

Anyways, he's been having a rough time since he got back from his holidays in Asia in January. According to him, he needed to see me as I'm capable in cheering him up. I don't know what I did, and I'm sure I've done nothing but I'm really glad to see that he had left his problems behind him at the time we walked out of the bar. It might not last for long but it feels really good to know that somebody actually feels good being around me, without me trying hard to make him feel good. I believe I've helped.

At last, I've accepted his Christmas gift to me, which I didn't intend to accept. It's quite a big gift and I felt a little weird accepting the gift. But since I've already physically accepted it and there's nothing much I can do about, I've bought him a beer in return. Don't laugh! It's not the value that matters, it's the thought! He then asked me what I want for my birthday, god... it's almost two months away. I was too scared to say anything, and honestly, I can't think of anything except for a new two-bedrooms apartment and a new car *chuckle* I said I wanted only a simple dinner. Well, as a friend, his Christmas gift is enough for both the occasion. I honestly feel very grateful for that already.

Got home early because I felt really bad for coming with LAMB and not going with him. Had to leave my friends there and had LAMB to send me home. Come to think of it, that's good for me as I'm suppose to get up early tomorrow to see June. We've some gossips with body language to deal with! Can't wait...