Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Inappropriateness

Wonder why the wrong things keep happening to me at the wrong time, e.g. running in to the person when you're least ready? Or worse, running in to that person when you're in your ugliest track pants, when you're having a bad hair day or having a fat day. On contrary, disappointments are what you get when you expect/hope/wish for the 'oh-what-a-coincidence'moment.

Fern was right - Don't Eat and Shit at the Same Place Your Own Building. Not that I've eaten any but apparently smelling it is already a sin, poooiiii...

I would've been sleeping now if I wasn't waiting for the pot of soup to be ready. Shite, I've passed my sleepy hour now and god-knows what time I'll go to bed again tonight. In a way it's good, maybe I can get some readings done to prepare for my assignment.

I'm trying to make myself eat less (fattening food) from today onwards, as everyone knows, I'm now sickeningly fat, it disgusts me. And the amount of food I eat is not helping at all. Just look at dinner last night - one WHOLE Peking Duck + Braised Lamb Hotpot + Stirfry Snails + Steam Rice finished by Wayne, Milyn and me. I'm not telling you the junks I consumed when I came home. This is not a funny issue. I blame it all on my haywired hormones. I'm determined to fight against it!

Diana needs me for a favour, which at the same time is a good reason for me to start thinking whenever I eat. I have two weeks to achieve my goal, anything that gets in my way will be eradicated. Hopefully, people around me are helpful enough to not tempt me with anything food related. I have almost no will-power when it comes to chocolates and cheese, which are sitting in my kitchen and fridge right now, sigh...

No one says this is going to be easy, I know...

2 comments:

Deisy said...

I had been eating 5 meals a day too when I was back in KL last 2 weeks. But the feeling was great!! haha.

I am also trying to eat less nowadays. It helps when u don't store lots of food in your fridge. So, you will get lazy to even open the fridge;)

love... ll said...

Deisy, I guess your suggestion is very right, my problem is that I open my fridge and eat all the time. I shall have an empty fridge!!!