Monday, July 09, 2007

Lost

As I was occasionally wondering if Asianizer was still not over the ex-girlfriend, I bumped into his new chick. Correct, that can't prove much of his current state of mind nor his current status but at least I can be sure that he is still in the games. Just what on earth made me thought he was dwelling on his past, I don't know.

Woke up feeling much better than last night. Still lost and disheartened but perhaps I've figured out why it is so hard to let go. Well, it doesn't take much to get that right. Of course, there are feelings involved. Also, perhaps a part of me is unwilling to let go. My heart is showing signs of unwillingness to let it go while my head is whispering to me otherwise, to prepare myself for the worst maybe. Arrrgghh... I wish it is as easy as to decide on which dress to buy!

On another note, I've been dreaming of a same person for the last couple of nights. Not so sure about what happened but I vaguely remembered seeing him in my dreams. It came to a point where I started to get worried. Am I secretly in love with him? Jeez... how can that be possible, with someone who had such short stint in my life?

2 comments:

SLK said...

Funnily, we just knew whether a person is still dwelling over his ex or not. i do stupid tests on the person at times to prove the accuracy of my 6th sense. hahaha. its like knowing that we shouldn't be near yet leaning towards uncontrollably.

weird dreams, normally i will only dream of a person when i think of him during the day...

Lucky Lazy Lynn said...

I always dream of the most unrelated things. Most of my dreams are very strange.