I'm dumb. I've made a big mistake. I've ended things and my heart is aching.
I was the stupid fool who thought it was the best decision but no, that wasn't what I wanted, really. So I've broken two hearts and I'm regretting it. I cannot deal with it. I cannot let go. I cannot believe what I've said.
Can I undone what I've done? God, I beg you.
So I've to admit that I'm a loser as I did it because I was afraid, that I was trying to push the limit without myself realizing it. I couldn't deal with what I couldn't do but I've also realized, more than anything else that, I can't deal with losing him in my life. I am just going to follow my heart (if I've got a chance) and not my dumb head, and do things that I want and say words that I mean.
Please not let me live in regrets.