I seriously don't wanna go to work tomorrow. Work has been a huge mess in the last eight weeks. I've lost all motivation and found myself not much of a purpose being there. Reporting to people who don't know what they are doing is just frustrating.
Good news is that I've gotten a new job and I've resigned from this current sh1thole. Three more working days and I'm done. I'm so done!!! To be fair, the bosses are really nice people, as well as other managers. Unfortunately, the person that I've to report to is a walking doll who doesn't do jack sh1t besides making sure that she gets to her hair and massage appointments on time. You get what I mean, don't you?
Anyway, I'm really excited about new job. Not exactly what I wanna do yet but I'm another step closer. I'm so grateful to have thoughtful people around me who never stopped helping me in my career, namely Kimchi and Coldie. In fact, Kimchi hooked me up with last job and this upcoming job. I owe her a big kimchi meal I guess. And Coldie was helping me in many different ways too, as well as giving me really good reference.
Speaking of Coldie. I've been hearing a lot of things about her. People back-stabbing her; how she's a real bitch in the industry, etc. They are probably true, but Coldie has never been mean to me. She's probably been using me too but hey, this is the real world and we're not in that "circle" for fun. So yes, Coldie has my loyalty. She has done the right thing for me, and she has my loyalty. I am not saying that she is a wonderful person with ethic and moral but I am saying she has never done me wrong, so I am not to dislike her. In some way, Coldie has taken me to where I am today in the shortest time and I appreciate that.
Almost half past two in the morning and my eyes are as wide as they can be. Apparently it is raining outside. My kinda weather but right now, I don't feel romantic or sexy at all. All I could feel is resentment at having to work tomorrow. Sigh... three more days, I can do it right? Right? Right! Aaarrgghhh!!!