Sunday, July 18, 2010

I like the way you hate me.

Once upon a time, a boy and a girl fell in love. Madly, happily in love. They were so happy, everything was beautiful in their world. It was surreal. They saw sunshine in gloomy days. They found zest in yucky food. They giggled to crap movies. I guess we all feel this way when you fall in love, life turns into fairytale and you take
happily ever after for granted.

However, like many many other real life story, happily ever after almost never come true. We fall out of love. We cheat. We lie. We found love again... in other places. Then get yourself ready for the hardest part - being dissed.

Every line I said doesn't sound right to you anymore. My voice put your ears in pain. I am a negative person. I am a meanie. I am sarcastic. I am shallow. I have bad taste. I am... Really? Seriously? I am poisonous. My words are poisonous, and so are yours! What happened to love is what you've got left after you've fallen out of love?? There's no love, no forgiveness or acceptance for us here. No pity either.

I know, I know, when you're in love, he's cute and adorable even when he farts. And when you've fallen out of love, the way he chews his steak shits you to the core. So here we are, trying to do all we could to be the better person, trying to make friends but you know what, every word from me was wrong. Everything that I had ever suggested was negative. I am the bad person now.

These hurt more than the breakup. And when this happen, we know we've made the right decision, because this person is not good enough for us. Time for you to get back to the game, the playground is waiting for you.


Steph said...

I believe the happily after evers are only attainable if there is something more than just mad love. No one stays madly in love for decades; there will be times you love your partner more, some times less, some times you may even fall out of love. At the end of the day if they don't understand you enough to love you for who you are.. and vice versa.. then perhaps it just wasn't the right person, or the right time

Love you!

Lucky Lazy Lynn said...

I love you too!!!